Vertigo.

You know that feeling when you're frozen in one spot and the entire world seems to be moving on faster than ever?

They're going places and you're just standing there.

They're doing new things, meeting new people and you're still in this rut you can't get out of.

You're not depressed. You're not angry or hateful or bitter.

You're just stuck and bewildered and confused about how to start moving.

It's frustrating to say the least.

I don't know. This year seems to have a very angsty start. 

6.

I'd really like a vacation. Preferably one that lasts for 6 months. At least.