Fith

There are days when it feels like every step you ever took, every decision or choice you ever made led you to exactly this moment and this is where you're supposed to be.

Today isn't one of those days.

Today sucks so much.

Nothing happened as such, only an accumulation of tiny things that turned into a mountain when I wasn't looking.

It's not impossible, just overwhelming. Too much, at the moment.

I'm struggling to breathe, struggling to stop the constant tears and I don't want to talk to anyone about it.

So, you're it.





I miss home. 

Issa Mad Nazu

I'm annoyed.

I'm annoyed at everything.

I'm annoyed with everyone.

I live in annoyance.

Annoyance is all I know.

Sometimes, there's also irritation, but she's so closely related to annoyance, it's hard to tell the difference.

Sometimes, there's a reason, sometimes there isn't.

I'm just... UGH.

Maybe it's the weather. I'm always depressed and angry and emotional in the summer. Lahore is deadly in this heat. I don't know, I'm just so so so annoyed.

I have friends!

Lol, I mean blogger friends.

I'm so so so happy to see old blogger friends commenting even now, about what... 7 or 8 years after we all left blogging??

I love seeing your comments on my posts Shreej and Furree I missed you!

I have some big big news coming up but I'm not ready to talk about it yet. So I'll leave you annoyed at yet another vague nothing blogpost hehehe.

You should be getting used to these by now.

COMMENT MORE, I STILL NEED VALIDATION AT THIS ADVANCED AGE.

Love you guys.

- My tags sound like an imbecile created them. I can't say I'm surprised but I did expect better from teenage me. Ah, well.

Popcorn Kernel

Another vague post not meant to be understood, just here for me to be nostalgic over - about 4 years from now.

I can't believe this is happening, I really can't. In a good way. Like... it's a good thing. I hope.

Good time, too.

Chalo bus ab Allah Hafiz.