I noticed my last post went up almost exactly a month ago, thought it was time for another.
Everything changed between then and now. Some of it good, some of it bad.
I couldn't be vaguer if I tried, lol.
I want to say a lot of things, especially things I'm having trouble figuring out but thanks to my early days of extremely dumb blogging, my name is now everywhere. Can't risk it, you know how it is.
All I can say is, it's really tough being an adult, sometimes. Especially when those frequent hospital visits for your parents start. Then you get married and have to move away and it starts driving you mental thinking 'who's going to take care of them?!' I know they'll be well taken care of. Logically, I know that. But I have a slight god complex that makes me think 'not like I'll take care of them'. So, you know. Problems.
I don't know, I'm rambling yet again. Every time I think this time I'll make sense.. Lol.
This might all be because I haven't had chai this morning. Who knows?
Everything changed between then and now. Some of it good, some of it bad.
I couldn't be vaguer if I tried, lol.
I want to say a lot of things, especially things I'm having trouble figuring out but thanks to my early days of extremely dumb blogging, my name is now everywhere. Can't risk it, you know how it is.
All I can say is, it's really tough being an adult, sometimes. Especially when those frequent hospital visits for your parents start. Then you get married and have to move away and it starts driving you mental thinking 'who's going to take care of them?!' I know they'll be well taken care of. Logically, I know that. But I have a slight god complex that makes me think 'not like I'll take care of them'. So, you know. Problems.
I don't know, I'm rambling yet again. Every time I think this time I'll make sense.. Lol.
This might all be because I haven't had chai this morning. Who knows?
