Guest post by an Anonymous friend. Feedback is appreciated, minions.
Every
muscle ached, each breath heaved. Tired, so very tired. Straining to take the
next step, the next breath. Sand in her eyes, metal weights on her arms, tinier
weights on her eyelids. Can’t lift your head, can’t life your eyelids, heavy,
so heavy. It consumes you, the exhaustion. It gathers every iota of your energy
and centers it; then little by little unravels it and sends it floating away
from you. Slowly, slowly, so that at first it isn't noticeable, this change.
But little by little, it chips away at you. Eating up parts of your mind, your
soul, your body. Fatigue, weakness, weary, so tired. Threatens to overwhelm
you, erase your existence. It shrouds your body like a fine gray mist. Always
gray, the color of the hopeless, helpless. You can’t go on, you just don’t have
the energy to fight anymore. Lie down, tumble in a heap on the hard frozen
earth, cradle your cheek against the unyielding carpet of crystalline blindingly
white ice. Your breath comes in short translucent puffs, your entire being
aching with the weariness, near to collapse, begging to stop. Stop thinking,
stop feeling, stop caring. This cold, cruel somnolent state, somewhere between
life and death. You feel your essence leak out of you slowly, closing your eyes
against this helpless despair. Maybe now, finally, you will escape this endless
grating pressure, this stress on your brain, so strong you can feel it vibrate
in your skull. Breathe a prayer with your last breath… Oh, so tired.
1 comment:
SO GRIM.
It started off as 'her' then went to 'you' and 'your', was that on purpose?
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