Sunday, March 29, 2009

I'm So Sick Of This.

I bet you guys are too. Listening to me moan and whine about being friendless. Ah well.

I don't know what's worse. Trying to convince myself that it doesn't really matter, and failing spectacularly, or the memories that I can't get rid of. And keep thinking about. It just goes on and on and on in my head, I don't know what to do! And every day, there's another reminder of what's happening. Everyday, I have to rehash it all over again with someone and I. Am. SO. SICK. Of it ALL.

Her birthday's coming up. Do I even wish her, or no?

12 comments:

Ubaid said...

hey obviously wish her... jitna marzi aap kisi sey naraz ho jao...

but that doesn't kill the humanity and love for that person...

so do wish her.... and with a sweet smile =) !!

waisey we aren't sick of ur moan's !! but u can surely give us variety ;) ... start using poetic versions now... we'll enjoy :p buhahaha

Maryam said...

Sorry, but poetry is NOT my thing. Aur naraz mein nai hun. SHE said that she didn't want to be friends anymore. Mein phir pagal he hun gi ke mujhe aisa bolay aur phir be mein us se baat karun.

Anushay. said...

Don't. Self respect plis.

Ubaid said...

I still say u should wish her .... self respect ki baat nahi ...

just call her on the day and wish her and say bye...

just be nice like u are =) !!

neeli said...

send her a box of chocolates. anonymously.

i once sent a similarsituationfriend a tray of brownies. he pissed on them.

clearly i haven't learned my lesson, considering i'm giving you the same advice. but that's cause i'm pretty sure she won't piss on them, ya?

Anonymous said...

don't wish her forget abt her.u also do have self respect.carry on ur life been there done that.meet new people yaar .she doesn't want to b friends with u .go 10 steps ahead of her nad show whos da boss.

Maryam said...

Anon: Yeah. Except there'd be no difference between us then, would there? What basis would I condemn her on if I were doing the same thing?

Neeli: kuch zyada ho jaye ga. lol.

Aly said...

do wish her but keep it as succint as possible dnt be too enthusiastic about it.. do it as you have an obligation but dnt make the mistake of not wishing her.. i have been through it.. and still hate my self for it.
in the end its ur choice.
gl..

Ali said...

yar yeh kaunsa naya ali hai? whattay bakwas :P

Wish her- just send her an SMS. Nothing else. Remind her that she's trhe one who walked away. Pyaar ki maar maro.

Maryam said...

I thought it was YOU! Lol. Yeah, that's what i was planning too.

Aly said...

lol sorry to spoil ur party bro.. but u arent the only 'ali' out there.. i know how u feel :(

Ali said...

I'm not the only Ali. But I am THE Ali. B-)